This Time It’s Different

This Time It’s Different

This time it’s different And you wonder how I know This time is different and it’s not because I have all of my ducks neatly lined in a row This time it’s different because I am different The decisions I make not just aligned with what’s at stake This time it’s different for it’s a […]

When I Stopped Caring

When I Stopped Caring

I used to care about all those frivolous things Like what other people think and the superiority of their opinions as they inflated themselves above my own   I used to care how things would land How I might be perceived until I realized fear was a lie and I was done being deceived   […]

My Identity Crisis

My Identity Crisis

I used to fear the loss of my identity if I dove all in in my walk with Christ. I never wanted to be one of “those” people. The cookie-cutter Christians that seemed fake and judgmental. I never wanted to be that. I always heard that Jesus would quench my thirsty soul and I so […]

Tap Dancing On Eggshells And Shatteri...

Tap Dancing On Eggshells And Shattering The Delusion

“Wow, you’ve really gotten political. That surprises me about you…” The words uttered from those seemingly shocked at my stand for truth. Damn right. There was a time I was that “love and light,” unicorn riding tree hugger, charging onward with her silver lining pen. Spiritually bypassing and leaving it all up to the “Universe”. […]

Bearing Witness

Bearing Witness

~Slow Down. Have a stroll. ~Take a different way. ~Find even more beauty in your own backyard. ~Rendezvous with your soul. ~Really be present to life. And all its unfolding. ~Be present to your spirit and its inklings and nudges. Tune in to what surprises and delights it. ~Find fancy in the mundane. These were […]

On Being Ghosted

On Being Ghosted

Your phantom energy leaves a trail of fear For whatever reason, you prefer the stance of cowardice instead of noble victor claiming your truth that would set us both free Not that I need it to be whole and complete for that, I already am I’ve grown those limbs and sprawled myself out on the […]

Shifting The Tides

Shifting The Tides

I’m scared I’m afraid of saying or doing the wrong thing that will further divide I’m afraid for all of our lives now I’m afraid for the world and how it will handle all that’s shaking out I’m afraid that my fellow white man doesn’t understand at the deepest level why all of this is […]

Heart Cries

Heart Cries

The world feels like it’s suffocating. Collective feels from the cries of George Floyd. “I can’t breathe” echoing in our hearts and breaking them wide open. Been holding our own breath far too long and not speaking up. Looking away or sitting idly by watching. Immobilized in whatever has clamped our spirits in fear or […]

Facing The Fear

Facing The Fear

  I’ve felt myself rising up lately Wanting to rage against the machine The man-made one that has us at war and at odds with each other Knowing divided we fall and I’ve somehow fallen into that trap The one filled with the dead rat that stinks to Suburbia Too consumed by the stench and […]

Lowering The Bar

Lowering The Bar

I lowered the bar instead of lowering the boom Had it raised too high for too long In limbo and breaking my back I stepped backward and remembered who the fuck I was without the need to prove it to myself or any others I lowered that fucking bar and now I step over it […]

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