Not Mine To Cancel

Not Mine To Cancel

My beliefs have changed and I’m still not going to erase the history of me. Our history is important. It gives us a framework to honor the evolution and journey of this life. For holy understanding born of our humanness and all of its strife. To have something to gauge our level of growth and […]

All Roads Lead To Home

All Roads Lead To Home

Who says you can’t go home… Sometimes you have to really leave home to appreciate it. Sometimes you have to let your soul wander until it discovers just how lost it is. Sometimes you don’t see the palm trees from the forest of your dreams you’ve roamed away in hot pursuit of. Sometimes you learn […]

The Leaves As They Scatter

The Leaves As They Scatter

The leaves that scatter on the branches of my life…   You may have fallen off You may have faded away You may have canceled me altogether Either way, I wish you well Our lives crossed paths if only for a time A reason A season in this lifetime of mine…   ~Audra Erwin The […]

Why All The Cowboys Disappeared

Why All The Cowboys Disappeared

Where have all the cowboys gone??? We told them we didn’t need them Told them we could do what they could do and even went to great lengths to prove we could do it better We rode the pendulum, like a horse until the rope swung too far and now we’ve hung ourselves with it […]

When You Dub Thee Unforgiven

When You Dub Thee Unforgiven

If your apologies have been met with continued unforgiveness. Don’t give up hope. Keep on believing. Keep on loving. Keep on praying. Give it to God and he’ll keep on slaying. For he tears down walls that act to divide. He searches all hearts and humbles all pride… ~Audra Erwin The “High on Life” Coach

Leaving The World Behind

Leaving The World Behind

I used to strive so hard to attain some level of perfectionism. Trying desperately to heal my hurts and fix my flaws through a seriously long series of self-help and seminars. Without exaggeration, I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars over the course of two decades trying to graduate from childhood and life traumas in […]

This Time It’s Different

This Time It’s Different

This time it’s different And you wonder how I know This time is different and it’s not because I have all of my ducks neatly lined in a row This time it’s different because I am different The decisions I make not just aligned with what’s at stake This time it’s different for it’s a […]

When I Stopped Caring

When I Stopped Caring

I used to care about all those frivolous things Like what other people think and the superiority of their opinions as they inflated themselves above my own   I used to care how things would land How I might be perceived until I realized fear was a lie and I was done being deceived   […]

My Identity Crisis

My Identity Crisis

I used to fear the loss of my identity if I dove all in in my walk with Christ. I never wanted to be one of “those” people. The cookie-cutter Christians that seemed fake and judgmental. I never wanted to be that. I always heard that Jesus would quench my thirsty soul and I so […]

Tap Dancing On Eggshells And Shatteri...

Tap Dancing On Eggshells And Shattering The Delusion

“Wow, you’ve really gotten political. That surprises me about you…” The words uttered from those seemingly shocked at my stand for truth. Damn right. There was a time I was that “love and light,” unicorn riding tree hugger, charging onward with her silver lining pen. Spiritually bypassing and leaving it all up to the “Universe”. […]